miiqe,ixnbl xg` mc` d`xp dide mipdk zkxa jxa epaxy zra iy`x z` mrt izqpkd (255 'nr 'editn eywai dxez' jezn).'ced `lne `xep did izi`xy dfgnd' * Ð '...mini zkx`d dna' mpi`y mixac,exiag lr miwecwc siqedy jl rc,mini jix`dy mkg cinlz zi`x m`' cg` xac my oi`e 'eke mini zkx`d dna dlibn zkqna exn` yexita ixdy,dxeza miaezk (ix Ð miciqg xtq).'dxez ly opi`y `xaq ly iwecwc `l` dxezd on oilaeln wgvi awri iax yecwd v"dxd mya mipwf miciqgn izrny Ð mini zekix`l dlebq' didzy df ote`a egipi,zgthna egipdl ick y`x ly oilitz oiltwny dryay,d"dlwevf 'dxez ifnx').'mini zekix`l dlecb dlebq `ede.`xezizd zgzn `le `zxarnd lr xywd.(`,`k epif`d Ð silxry slee a`f 'xl dfa el xn` oilaeln i"xden yecwd wicvdy,a`lqexin oerny 'x wicvd itn izrny' (wrql`n d"gxl 'gny al' xeciq).'wicv lk ipta jnvr ripkz mini jix`dl dvxz m` :oeyld n sc hyta mixe`ae zexrd z`iyp oi`y di`x mi`ian yi o`kn Ð '...xn` i`n ixetikc `neic dlirpa...`ziprzc `zgpna' oi`e.zeiprz x`y ly `l` xetik mei ly dgpn exikfd `l ik,mixetkd mei ly dgpna mitk dxv zr epi`y,meid oiprn epi` 'dxv zra eriyen' ixdy,mixetkd mei zgpn dfa lleky xnel.[t"kdeic dlirpk dpic ik dexikfd `l jkly,ziprz ly dlirpk `ly].dligne dgilq zr `l`.(zezl`ydk `lce d"ia`xd hwp oke.c"t ziprz o"xa `aen) exn` `le ux` jxc zcn ef oi`y exn`y dnn Ð '!?oif`n epi`e eze` oikxany car yi melk' rny `le xiqgdy mc`y dfn wcwcl yi Ð dkxad renyl eal my `ly oeik ezaeg ici `vi `ly jka ic ik,[jxazdl l`xyid lr devny mixaeqd zrcl s`] ezaeg ici `vi,mipdkd zkxa lk.lkd rny `l m` mb,mzkxa lawl oiekzpe mipdkd len cnry miweqtd zxin`a ixde] jxazdl dkxad jyn lka oiekny df oebka `wecy xnele zegcl yi mle`e xity,rney epi`y yxg ok enke.`vei Ð rney epi`y i"tr` okl,[dkxad lawnk xzei d`xp eal dptne dkxad rvn`a ezrc giqnd la`.jxazdl mipdkd iptl cnery dna devnd miiwn.devnd miiw `ly xyt`,mikxane ecbpk micner mipdkdy dry dze`a xkef epi`e,xg` xacl (fi,c a"g dnly zgpn i"tr)
ezlitza cnerdy,(ield haye dyn zexb`) mipexg` miwqet cere f"yxbd mya (.hl) lirl `aen xak lra ixacl elit` ik,dxaqa wtwtl yi dxe`kle.mzkxal oif`ie wezyi Ð mikxan mipdkde dnec epi`y d`xpe],zxg` devnn xehte `ed devna wqer `ld,devnd llka l`xyiy micxg xtq.[dlitzd oiprn dxenb dxard miaygp mpi`e,dlitze gay ixac mdy dyecwe yicw zrinyl m` mb jxazne,`ealn xeht `edy dk`ln qpe`n,jlnd iptl xacn `edy df rxb `l ixd mbe xacd wnip `edy `l`].dlitza wiqtdl oi`y (my `aen) `"hily `"yixbd zrc ok`e.my epi` aeig oi` micxgd zrcl mby d`xp dxe`kl j`,micxgdk rnyn `l mipey`xd aexny meyn `l` l`xyid lr aeig `edy yxetn oi` micxgay mb dn.xen`k,i`yx epi` `linne wiqtdl.[`l 'iq mdxa` xac 'r.jxazn `ed xy`k devnd llka `edy jycw zexvgl epizeilb seq`ze epvawze eppgze epiigz ok :ikd da miiqn awri xa `g` ax' lr xfeg 'jl micen ep`y lr' Ð 'jl micen ep`y lr mly aala jpevx zeyrle jiweg xenyl ja miweac zeidl epala zzpy lr micene...epziigdy lr micen,xnelk ;'jl epgp` micen' 'epziigdy lr' oiiprn `idy 'epiigz ok' zywaa mdipia ewiqtdy `l`.i"yx yxty enk,zecedle.(fkw g"e` sqei zia) xeaivd gily zxfga e`] zelitzay epze`ced lr sqepa :xnelk,'jl micen ep`y lr' eyxty yie.(jexrd mya 'qez ;hv y`bin i"xd z"ey).jl micene mitiqen ep` cer,['on`' epziipre mirnype jl micen ep`y itl Î 'jl micen ep`y lr...epniiwze epiigz ok' yxtl xyt` cer.(my sqei zia).'eke epniiwze epiigz jkl,jzcearl jkld' `tt ax xn`y edn,ok m`e.oiprd zernyn z` dpiy,'...epiigz ok',i"a`x siqedy ztqeza,df yext itl `le dipy dpeekk sqep yext edfy yxtl yie?dpey`xd zernynd on zrxbn yi ef ztqeza `ld,'edlekl edpixnp.ixwird oeeknd daxd minkg ly oewiz `edy itl 'opaxc micen' `xwp jk meyne Ð 'edlekl edpixnip jkld'.(ray x`a ;'aezk iz`vn' Ð my sqei zia) `veik Ð 'dpiky itlk mdixeg`e mrd itlk mdipt mipdk ixdy,jilr xeav zni` `dz mlerl' mdixeg`e mrd itlk mdipte miayei mipwfd,zqpkd ziaa daiyi oiprl (ci,b dlibn) `ztqeza yi dfa,xeaivd ceak iptn mrhd (my) dpyn sqka yxte.(c,`i dlitz 'lda) m"anxd wqt oke.lkidd itlk.(cwz i"qeq y"ayx z"eya r"r).xeaivd l` mab z` miptn oi` jkle,ldwd itlk mdipt mixifgny zra mipdkdy,dixcpqkl`ay zqpkd zia zece` l`yp m"anxd.xacd xizdl yi m`d Ð [gezt `ed minrtle],ycewd ixtq migpen myy lkidd itlk mdixeg` oi`,envrl zeyx wlegy xeriy,xzeie migth dxyr rwxwd on mxen dxezd xtq m` :aiyde epnn zehpl xyt` m`e.bdpnd oke.mitk z`iyp zrya ycwd l` mdixeg` mipdkd eidiy xeqi` (bqw m"anxd z"ey).xzei ie`xe aeh Ð miccvd cg`l yxit (ctw) xi`i zeg z"eya eli`e.rwxwd on `l` mc`d y`xn migth dxyr deab `diy jixv oi`y eixacn x`ean.migth dxyr mc`d y`xn deab zeidl jixv xtqdy (`,atx c"ei r"eyha d"ke.i,i z"q) eizeklda m"anxd ixac
f"hd azky enke) zeyx wleg oex`dy oex`a gpend dxez xtql,i"egd xacn eay,dlebn dxez xtq oia wlgl jixve recn df itl xe`a jixv j`.(zxg` zeyx `edy oeik,xeqi`d llka mpi` oex`d itlk mdixeg`e micnerd mipaxy,my lkidl milery mipdkd' lr ezaeyza xacny meyn xyt`e.rwxwdn migth dxyr daben xtqd `diy m"anxd jixvd wzepn `di xtqdy jixvd jkl,mixtq zia mb ea yie,ycwd lkidn wlg `ed okecdy rnyn Ð 'ea mixtqd ziae.dxyr daeba jxev oi`,zg` dcigi mpi` oex`de okecdyk la`,dcinrd mewnn dxyr dnl ig` m`.inre ig` iperny xn`ie,eilbx lr jlnd ciec mwie,`kdn xn` ongp ax' df ab`e.mrd l` xaicyk mwy jkn di`xd xwiry,[i"yxtk `lc] yxt `"yxdnd Ð '...inr.cenlzd jxck,weqtd jynd z` eyxc `l Ð 'dpiky itlk mdixeg`e mrd itlk mdipt mipdk ixdy jilr xeav zni` `dz mlerl' oi`y,i`pb d`xp oi` gxfnl mdixeg` mipet m` :eyexit jk `l`,dpiky ceakn xeav ceak lecby iyecg).mrd itlk mdipt jkl,xzeia dlbp df did mrd l` mdixeg` mipet eid m`e,dlbpa dpikyd (l"xdn zecb` dyexb oa ixn`e dixhwinl lif` xcde elcpqa drevx el dwqtp `ny mzd,`l :iy` ax xn`' xaecnd my Ð miwxtl dlerd odk leqtl eyyg `l (:gl) lirl `ld xn`z m`e Ð '`ed dvelg oae xeaivd on miyp` el` i`y yygd o`k la`,['oiyyeg' `xnbd oeylk] oic zia ly izin` yyg lr xg`l cxi `ny,xzei lecb yygd o`k,cere.(:`l dpyd y`x Ð oa` ixeh) [...'ixn`'] eilr efirli.(l"cxd).okecl dlr xaky eilrpn owzl lczyi,lkl milbzn eilrpe okecl dlerd odky `ed yygd xwiry xyt` cer mipdkl owzl envrlyk df cqtda ice,ievn yyg edfe,dlri `le xg`zi jk ici lre,ozetile oi` zn`ay i"tr`,jk ici lr oepix icil `eai mb minrty mrh etiqedy `l`.mdilrp uelgl (mixe`ae miyecg).miwxtl dlery oeik jkl yegl did ycwna `ld,zetqezd el`y xak Ð 'ycwna 'on`' oiper oi`y itl?dnl jk lke' (a"r)?'cre mlerl ezekln ceak my jexa' dkxa lk seqa epr ixdy,'on`' ziiprn daexn wqtd wqtd did `ly oeike,weqtd seqa `le,myd my ernyyk xzl`l eze` miper eid `ny,evxze.zg` dkxak edeaiygd,weqtl weqt oia ick jez d`a 'my jexa' zxin`y,(micrend qxhpew,q"yd lr miyeciga) aezk wqixan g"xbd myae...mirney eidyk' dceard xcq heita mixne`y enke.'on`' ziiprk eixg` `le,myd my zxin` xewn rcep `l ik s`) m"anxd wqt oke.'mikxand cbpk myd z` xenbl oiekzn did `ed s`e mey dyer dpi` 'e"lnkya' ziipry,df itl `vnp.(w"defa ok `aeny epiiv xake.`xnba xacd cin Ð egzyie dvx` cwie dyn xdnie 'd my ernya dyn lv` aezky edfe].jxanl wqtd z` ernyyk mixetikd meia mrd ly diegzyd dze` `id `id ef diegzyde.renyl ligzdyk.[yxetnd myd `l,l`xyi z` jxal m` ik dpi` mipdk zkxae li`ed,uxiz (zkqnd seqa,cinzl eyexta) y"`xde dgilq mei `edy,meid zeaiyg meyn epry mixetikd meia caln.'my jexa' dilr miper eid
iwl` i"`a' gqepa dkxa lr `l` 'e"lnkya' epr `ly,a"ivpd azk eixac oirke.dxtke dlign.ycwna llk dpwzp `l 'on`' ziipre.mipdk zkxaa ok oi`y dn,'mlerd cre mlerd on l`xyi my sexiv `ed 'on`'y,milaewnd ixac it lr `"yxdn yxt Ð ycwna 'on`' epr `ly mrhd.[xifp seq jxand on xzei on` dperd lecb df iptne.91 Ð `ixhniba mb `ed ok] zepc`e died jxev oi`,zepc`a `le,`xwp `ed jk azkp `edy enk,dazkk dzid myd zxkfdy,ycwnae my fnxp 'cre mlerl ezekln ceak my jexa' ziipra,mpn`e.died my mr zepc` my sxvl g"lv) 'on`'ak,zg` dlina mialeyn zenyd izy oi`y `l`,zepc` epiid 'ezekln ceak'y,zepc`.(bq zekxa myd z` exikfd `l xy`k mb d`xpd itl ik jk lr ednz miyxtndn dnky (gl) lirl `aen xake miriten xak,g"lvde `"yxdnd ixac xwiry `l`.'my jexa' `l` 'on`' epr `l,ycwna eazkk exikfdy iptn,ycwna 'on`' epr `ly dfy,(fh glya) iiga epaxe (fh `neie.eh ziprz) `"ahixd ixaca.iepika `le yxetnd mya my 'mind xry iptl xy` aegxd iptl ea `xwie xn`py ziad xda xne` awri oa xfril` iax' jxck eyry el xazqn mewn lkne,dpyd y`xa `l` jlnd z`ixwa xacn epi` dfd aezkd Ð (mixe`ae miyecg).'ldwd'a miyer eidy 'mpeylke mazkk',zeaeg ilra dil iyitpc ekr onc `a` 'xl difgc oeik,`yixa diipnnl dilr opax epni`' Ð 'dax `ki` :edl xn` minkg icinlz y`xa aiyedl miwqrzn eid zexecd iqpxty miheyt mixacd mewn lkn la`...' el`e' wxta inp opixn`e.ceakae geixa eqpxtziy xeaivd lv` mlicbdl ick,xrva oipefipd ilra dil iqtze ipr did ekr onc `a` iaxe,lecb xiyr did (eda` iax) `edy oeike...'oixn`p ekr onc `a` 'x ie`x did xzeiy mdl xn`,y`xa eaiyedl daiyid ipa epnpy t"r`,zeaeg `zi`ck ozepr didy,eda` 'x ly ezepzepr dzid z`fe.mdlyn edelcbie y`xa edeaiyeiy liaya `l ikd elit`,mzd inp opixn`ck eda` 'xn xzei ozepr didy t"r`,ekr onc `a` 'xe.mzd.el ie`xk ceak jxc qpxtziy ick y`xa ayiln rpnp jxc mqpxtl ick mdinkgl y`xa aiyedl oiaiig xeaivdy,cenlza yxetn daxd df xac ixde welgl mc` lkei `le.xeavd mr mdipipra wqrzdl,mdibidpne mdiqpxt lr lhen df xace.ceak xeavd oiaiig,zeaiyi iy`x opi`y t"r`,mdini lk dxeza miwqerd micinlzd elit`e.llk dfa (df oipr lka zehxta jix`dy mi`ad mipniqae y"r.anw `"g u"ayz).'...ceak jxc mqpxtl zexec ok `le.dxxyd on gxea did,ezqpxt ick el didy in,mipey`xd zexeca :d`x ixde' Ð xenb wicv didy,mpnfa did cg`e.ceakd xg` scexe sqka dpnzp `ed xyer el yiy iny,elld `awxzc oenna lecb odk dpnzpy itle 'ek dxez dgkzyp `ed `lnl`y,`lnb oa ryedi `ede
eidy itl,miryx ly xyw rnync '`kd `pifgw xihw' eilr exn` 'ek `zxn dil `liir ixpicc.xetgi `l wxta df lk 'qezd eazky enk,epnn xzei miaeyg mixg` mipdk itl,mpevx itk y`x mdl mixxane oipnnd md md miza ilrady dfa daiqd lceb izi`x la`,y`x mdl exxai mnvra mipaxde micneldy ie`xd on la`,oenna xzeiae,mdn cg` lk z`pd diipnnl dilr opax epni`' eda` 'xc `caer jda epivny enk,mipey`xd zexeca didy enk.(`"yxdn)...'y`xa Ð '...mz` ig` Ð il oirney mz` m`...jilr xeav zni` `dz mlerl' lty eaxwa eal zeidl edev jk,eceaka lkd aiige,lecbd ceakd aezkd (jlnl) el wlgy jxck' eaal mex izlal xn`py.i`cn xzei l`xyia al zeqb bdpi `le,iaxwa llg iale xn`py,llge ohw ceak lr qegie.mzaehae mdivtga `eaie `vie.milecbe miphwl mgxne opeg didie.eig`n :xne`e,inre ig` iperny :xn`py.zekx xaci miax oeyla ldwd lk l` xacnyke.miphway.'ebe dfd mrl car didz meid m`.mkizepelz epilr `l dn epgpe xne` `ede epiax dynn lecb epl oi`.dxzi depra bdpzi mlerl zerxl Ð aezkd e`xw drex.wpeid z` one`d `yi xy`k mtvwe mzpelze m`yne mgxh leaqie ewigae mi`lh uawi erexfa drxi excr drexk Ð dlawa yxetn drex ly ekxce.enr awria (e,a mikln 'ld,m"anx).'ebe `yi.drevxe lwna dwfg cia mdilr jelnl minxa mze`iyp ebdp `l,ux`a xy` mipaxd xzie...' jxca,'oixn`p el`'a ekr onc `a` 'xe eda` 'xk,zepctw icba mdilrn exiqde,zepzepr eyal zelidwd l` mzxfb xitq egly `l,zeixad oia llgzi `ly miny ceakl miqg,oixire oiyicw oi`.drbxnd z`fe dgepnd z`f,da ekl jxcd df,zeidle mwinl `dz `c xn`l zeiegc zeiy.drihp e` leky`,zexenf myn zexkl zexit xetgle,zexe` hwll exag leaba qpkp mdn cg` ick ea didi `l m` elit`,`nip `lnk elit` dzxaga zrbep zekln oi`e,dnyl dxeza miwqer xpic elit` ze`hg my` sqk mqikl lihdl ze`xed exed `l.drayl lek`le wizr dqknl,`nibl (`i,zeycgd y"aix z"eya driten daeyz dze` ;alw,dee`lg m"xdn z"ey).'...drn yy sqk xy` oexqgd eze` ea wacziy,mirexb miwlgn `vnii xy` llkdy,aiegnd on oi` ik...' Ð mpi` (xy`) zelreze zeienly ea e`vnii,akxene llek ezeid cvn (`l`=) la`,eiheyt seliga.eihxte eiheyta ly e`xene egaya l"f epizeax ebiltdy dn `ed,zirahd diedd epl dzn` xy` cvd df lre :exn`a,dfa mi`iapd oec` yprpy epivny cr,'jilr xeaiv zni` `dz mlerl' exn`y cr,xeaiv dpwi ezlefl etxhvd cvn...dfl ie`x did ezeihxt cvn cg` lky it lr s`e, mixod Ÿ `p erny xy` zelrne zelebq olek miakxend epw xy`k.eihxt cvn ie`xy dnn xzei dlrne gay llkd.odn evaew xy` micxtpa eid `l gixd cqtdl mze` ciqtzy d`xpd on dide,zxehwd ipnq mr dnyedy dpalga epl efnx xake epzceara epnr sxhvda oiprd ok ik,dzlef zenly mdl oi`y d`eapd epl dzn`,df lk mre,dfd.(`,o"xd zeyxc).'dnly xzei dfa didz la`,epzcear eciqti `ly,miryetde mi`hegd,i"yl
mipipre mifnx ipin,dpin jil `wtp i`ne...dixen`c edziac dl dxn`c,eda` iaxc dizepzeepir i`ne' Ð 'd`lir qlwzi dipine,l`xyia dpiky dxyzy ick miny ceakl dzid mzcear lky okynd zk`lna mbe...' mileki eid `l okle,cg` czi xqgpyk s` dxey dzid `l dpikyd ik,mal exagzp dfae dn `xnbd xn`nk,xvgd zeczi dyer cbp oex`d dyer s`,llk exiag lr cg` ze`bzdl (ldwie yix Ð gelyd in jezn).'...d`lr qlwzi dipine ipin,jl ztki` cec zia iklnl `l` dxfra daiyi oi` envra zenily oi` dxfra daiyide.melk dinxbn dil zilc Ð zekln :ezcin ef cec ik cr ipz`iad Ÿ ik...ip` in :aizk 'd iptl ayiec diteb `xwac epiide,drpkd ztqez wx llk.oexqg `ed,dceara mly `edy ayegy dxfra daiyid,xg`l la`,mld elv` zwfgeny ayegy,'miycgk jipira eidi' jtid Ð mzpyepe mipa ipae mipa cilez ik dfe] (`t 'nr `"g '`yc ze`p',xfp ipa` lra oe`bd w"izkn).['...lqt mziyre :mxeb df xace,dyecwd minkg zehiy zenewn dyly xbi` `aiwr iax oe`bd o`k oiiv xak Ð 'edlekl edpixnip jklid :`tt ax xn`',sqep mewn oiivl yie.mlek ixack zeyrle,zepeyd zercd ici z`vl rixkd `tt ax mda mitqep.en oilega z` sxvl raw `tt axe,zelitze zekxa gqep lr epcy zenewn dnk cer oiivl yi :epzibeqay 'opaxc micen'a enk,olek ze`gqepd ;zywd zi`x zkxa gqepa Ð.hp zekxa ;minyb zcixi zkxa znizg Ð a cenra my ;'xvi xy`' zkxa znizg Ð :q my.dlibnd z`ixw xg`ly dkxad znizg Ð :`k dlibn.olek z` xnel `tt ax miiqe,dxezd zkxa gqep lr ewlgp,my s"ixde y"`xd zqxbl :`i zekxaa dfa `veike md miig,miig miwl` ixac el`e el`y.`tt ax ixack dkldd dwqtp elld zenewnd lka].['dta mdi`ivenl',mdi`venl oexwr lr miiepad,mipipr x`yae gqep ipipra miax mibdpn,mixge`n zexeca epivn dfa `veik.(b wxt `"g 'l`xyi ibdpn' xtqa jk lr d`x).zercd lk ici z`vl,df `n sc iptn mixne` yi,xeaiv ziprza d`ixwa blcl ebdpy dn Ð 'dxeza oiblcn oi`e `iapa oiblcn' mixne` yie.(c"wq cnw a"pynd `iad oke.ixi`n i"tr) jenqa exn`y enk,ea blcl xzene cg` oipr `ed